Hugging God While Shaking The Devil Hand. (The Joker Dream)

While as some of you may know, I am still trying to get my book publishes(Hugging God While Shaking The Devil Hand.)As of 11/27/09 I just cant seen to get enough money, nor anyone to help mewith the money, thing are so hard that everyone is going thought hard time,even the rich are having it hard these day. The new Black President( Mr. Obama) is trying to pull people out of the slump, by giving people money,such as the banks,now you know thing are hard when the bank need money and can't get any, what make you think that an poor person like me going to do. All I know is that I am still here trying to be a good father and a loving husband and to paid the bills,just as any other American who are out there struggling to get by.Just as I have wrote in my book, we all have to shaking the devil hand at one point in our life,even if it just doing something to get you though to the next pay check.There no one with out sin,from what I have read in The Bible.Sometime life can throw you a loop and it's take everything in you to try to do right,but if you are hungry you are going to do what you can to eat, add a family to that and it become even harder to do the right thing I just would like for people to know that there are other who share in my though?As of today I am just trying to get by,my family life is screw up!My family is not with me and my wife is trying her best to hold us toghter, seeing what going on all I want is my life and kids back.(Long story you will have to read the book.)Now that I have got a job and a new place to live, at a slow pace I am trying to put back what I have lost and more, this time the right way, you see I been doing thing the wrong way for a long time, it's about time I stop been selfish and do thing God way instead of the Devil way. The reason I say devil way is because growing up on the west side of Chicago you sometime are surround by alot of devil type people so negetive that when every you are around there something going to happen that not always God plan. But don't get me wrong everyone are grow enough to make up there own mind on what they want to do out of life?I am just saying what some people what to say but hold it in?All you have to do is read my book and it will tell how one person(myself) made it from the west side, with seven kids and a wife,til this point Iam at now,Bless!Yes I am bless, Because even without money I have something money can't buy and that is Love. Love is what somepeople try all they to get and no matter how much money they have they will never be able to get what I have and it's did't cost me a dime. What I am trying to let the kids today know is that there something more money and the bling-bling, I am trying to tell them to stop living live selfish and to respect them self and other. Like in my book there is a chapter call A talk to kids 15yr old until 25yr old, I just try to put something on there mind other then money and the bling, but I can't do it all by myself I need your help, to safe a generation,that is heading for self destruction..Like I wrote in my book it's take a communty to help raise our kids today?I say let all try our best to let the Devil Hand go! With that in mind please help me get my book publishes and get the message out to our youth and other who need something postive to get up after we all fall down. Thank You and God Bless! For all donation please E-mail me at scottwilliam2820@yahoo.com for more infro.or call 1-630-439-6420...